I dreamt that the devil took me from behind...?

It seemed so REAL and VERY scary. I wanted to stop it, but was afraid and couldn't. He controlled my thoughts. I could not see him/it, but I could hear demon-like sounds right by my head, grunting and a deep voice, but it was more like I heard the sounds with my mind instead if my hearing, like telepathy. He was talking to me in thoughts, trying to calm me and hypnotize me, so I wouldn't resist, and against my will made me even want it and almost like it, and the same time that I did NOT want it!!! Causing me to be an accessory to my own ? How sick and twisted and evil the devil must be. I could feel his weight bearing down on me and I was completely and utterly exhausted when I awoke, as though I had been through a tornado. I felt bruised and battered, and sore all over and had pain and cramps inside. And yet the only visible proof he left were the scratches, and looked so animal like, from thick strong nails, like a tiger or bear... or demon?! I felt sore on my back, so I went and looked in the mirror and discovered two long deep scratches on my back, where it is hardest for me too reach. I could not have put them there because my nails were soft edged. I was afraid to go to sleep for days, out of fear it would happen again, or worse. I felt scared, ashamed, in pain and dirty, just as had as when I was d in early 2004. I will never forget the experience... Was it real, and why me?